as i sit here, on a monday, looking at all the work and have done and will do for the start of the year, i get nervous.
as you can see, i haven’t blogged since a week ago. i really want to do this more, because it gives me a chance to stop and be quiet and think about what’s going on in my life.
future: because school is practically the main thing going on, college has been a recent topic. this scares me. i definitely want to go somewhere that prepares me for a career in ministry. i know that God is calling to work with students in some sort of way, but i just don’t know yet. hopefully either these last years of high school or even college can tell me and inspire me.
friends: i have a couple friends that are doing things that probably are not in their best interests. one is making a choice i wouldn’t even imagine he would make, and he is. i feel like i’m losing this guy as a friend. i try to invite him to church, but he just won’t come. once he sees who God is, i know his life will be changed. my other friend is making a decision that could be a little…what’s the word…inappropriate? i don’t know. i’m not in charge of anyone. i don’t run the world. i don’t know what to do. i’ve been praying and praying and i can’t find an answer yet. hopefully small group on wednesday can help me.
i’m not quite sure how to conclude this, but, i need God’s guidance. if you are in a situation like this, or anything where you feel like you need the lord to help you, pray. meditate on his word and listen for his voice. his voice may not be what you’re expecting to hear, but it may be something you’ll need to here.
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